23.11.11

If you catch me drooling...I was probably contemplating questions like these

What are the essential qualities of humanity? How do we discern them? How are we unique among living beings? How do we know that we are not coming up with self-serving answers?

How do you define logic? How do we know that the idea of logic is not simply humanism, and merely a creation of the mind? What is the relationship between emotion and logic? Can they actually be separated? Is logic emotionally satisfying? Should it be? Is emotion a valid justification for decision-making? Does logic leave room for conclusions that are detrimental to the self? Is there only one logical conclusion to every problem?

Is empathy a morally positive trait that indicates character or simply a humanistic self-serving socially encouraged endeavour? Can one be TOO empathetic? Can decisions made based on empathy be destructive (or at least unconstructive)? Can dealing with social problems without empathy lead to more logical and sustainable outcomes?

Is it human nature to serve one's own interests first, or can we work towards a common good at a sacrifice to our personal desires? Is selfishness and greed a fundamental characteristic of the individual, or a byproduct of a society? Is it possible to have both freedom to act (and therefore encourage personal ambitions) and maintain a selfless attitude?

Why does the conservative Right appeal to the most selfish people who don't care about the well-being of others as well as religious groups with mandates of generosity and selflessness? Is the idea of a benevolent and honest government simply an unattainable ideal or are there actually places where a strong majority of people are satisfied with their leaders? If such a government came into existence, should it be given more responsibility for other facets of society, or should the gov't whittle itself away as it achieves success?
To what extent are people's political beliefs tied to their view of human nature?

Who is more of a hero: the soldier who refuses to follow orders that are contrary to his beliefs about politics, religion, or social conscious, or the soldier who follows the same orders because he believes they essentially come from the highest level of government, and assumes that there may be more justification/information than he has access to?

Would a smaller population of humans create a higher quality of life and benefit the environment? Why is it considered inhumane to mandate stable population numbers? Is it human nature to feel entitled to having any number of children or is that mentality a product of society's values that have become ingrained in our ideologies? How long-term should we be planning for when making political decisions?

Is it acceptable practice to strive for an unattainable ideal? Is it possible NOT to strive for an ideal? Is it acceptable to justify one's actions by appealing to an unattainable ideal? Is it better to strive towards the ideal of a benevolent, honest, and attentive government OR a benevolent, generous, and aware population? Are grass-roots movements how change I created? Is that how change should be created? Is changing the minds of policy makers easier than changing the ideology of the society? Essentially, is change created through top down (marketing/propaganda/law) or bottom up (judicial activism, subversion, protest, boycotts)?


WHO KNOWS?



NOBODY does. don't kid yourselves.

11.11.11

What's a Vole?

Ishan: Do you know what a vole is?

Mom: It’s sort of like a mole but...

Josh: ...vicious. That’s why it’s a ‘vole’ with a 'V'.
...
Ishan: ....what?

Mom: no. It’s not a vicious mole, but it’s similar to a mole.

Ishan: How can you tell them apart?

Mom: well, the vole is smaller

Josh: also, the vicious mole has fangs.

Mom: No they do not!

Ishan: I heard that Uncle Gilbert found voles in his basement.

Josh: That’s why they had to do renovations afterward. Complete destruction.

30.10.11

THE PURGE



this one's for the friends of the 'facebook variety'
you'll creep me til the end, but then you'll never say hi to me


yeah i passed you in the hall and i saw you look away
and if you ever tried to call, well I would have nothing to say.



left hand up in the air, make a fist, find the courage. 
right hand on the mouse, pull up your list, let's do the Purge.


15.10.11

Don't hate me.


Burnt something and forgotten memories

" essay due in 9 hours. Guess I better get started-- Boil the kettle...it's gonna be a long night! And... There is nothing like the smell of burnt eggs. Nothing.  " 

---Josh Manerikar, February 10th, 2010. A facebook status update.

You know...nothing has really changed. 8 hours til my paper is due, so...8 hours til I get to sleep. It's almost frightening that I can look back nearly two years and realize i haven't learned from these mistakes. I'm on the same couch, drinking tea. Just to top it off.... someone burnt something on the stove tonight, too.

If you'd like to waste time and relive the past too......

http://archivedbook.com


14.8.11

Unsolvable Smile

Everyone has their weakness
When things go black and blue and bleak its
A place, a Love we can run back to
Yea you all look away but you know that it's true

Everyone has their secrets
Pieces of ther soul--out of view out of sight
We wander, we're wanting someone who can keep it
Always hoping, never sure, but who knows--they just might

Everyone has a blindness
But we keep searching in the dark
So we can be sure we'll never find it
For God's sake hide the matches and stamp out the spark

I don't want answers
I don't want to know
I'll take my chances
Broken heart in tow

Do you love me to pieces?
The cracks, the tears, and all of the creases?
Do you know me completely, inside and out?
Twisted up into knots, strained, and turned upside down?
Do you see all my fractures, my follies, my flaws?
My bared teeth backing up my ten cowardly claws?
My traps and my holes and all of my pitfalls?
My stumbling blocks, stains, my unscalable walls?

'Cause yeah I love you to pieces
And oh, all the while
My downfall will be my weakness
For your unsolvable smile

I'm makin' a lot of noise
I'm losing my voice



27.6.11

The Leaves, They Fall

The leaves, they fall, in love with the ribbons of sunshine 
that weave softly through the branches.

They fall, for the sweet wind's honest whisper,
reassuring and sincere.

They fall,while wrapped up in tiny seeds, 
whole trees wait to be born and given chances.

The leaves, they fall, again and again, 
just in a different way this time of year.

21.4.11

Torrent fail

Sometimes when I am downloading a torrent, it will tell me that the estimated time left is something like 3 years, 14 weeks, and 22 days. And then I start thinking about what my life will be like by the time I am finally able to watch the 3rd season of Arrested Development. And then I realise that if i spend this much time watching torrents download, i'll probably not be in too different of a situation in that foggy future.




Worth the wait? We'll find out when i'm 25.

28.2.11

Fake Plastic Pyramids


If the Ancient Egyptians had discovered how to create and manipulate plastic, the pyramids of Giza would have been ten times larger, more durable, and likely a more interesting colour, such as the luxurious blue of Lapis Lazuli. Most importantly, there would be thousands of them. Pyramids for the masses.